#fyp #himeno #csm #love #relatable #real #meow I could write you poems, you wouldn't care. I could write you a book, you wouldn't bat an eye. I could make you gifts, bring you flowers, hold you, care for you, but it wouldn't be enough. Why isn't it enough? I can show that I love you, I can show that I care, so why can't I feel it? I feel it but it isn't what I want. I want to love you. I don't even know who 'you' is, just love. I want to hold you and whisper sweet words into your ears.. You're enough, I hope you know that. You're so lovely. your voice is like an angels harp, everytime I hear the sweet melody of it I fall into a trance. You're so beautiful, the way you look always has me in a grasp. love me? why. am I loveable? everyone always tells me I am, so why am I so complicated to love. why do I refuse? I love you. Isn't that enough. everything is about love, why? love isn't everything. why do people do stupid things for the sake of love? I hate what I did and what I do. love. I'll give you everything you want, isn't that what you want? I can cook for you, clean, I can make money, I can do whatever it is you need and yet I still can't feel it. do you? my, it's so confusing. I want to hold your hand, I want to walk through the park and admire the pretty flowers or the stars together. I want to hold and cuddle you, I want you. but once I get you I feel overwhelmed. please never date me. why is it so hard? everyone else loves, I don't understand. oh well. love. love love love love love. such a silly word, love. I could write you endless poems and yet it still won't be enough, for words alone cannot describe your beauty, for words alone cannot fathom my love. but it can. there's no such thing as love. it's fake. I hate it. I just want to feel it. I love you, my darling.