THREE LONG YEARS. I miss you so much Daylin, this is so hard. I love you more than i could ever put into words. I wish you were still here. I debated posting this as I’ve had this video saved in my phone for the last 3 years. We no longer live in this house, nor the state, yet i still feel the immense pain you hear in my voice in this video. Im sharing this for anyone who needs to see that there is a beautiful life after child loss. Its hard as hell and the pain never goes away, but you learn how to sit in these feelings and you find ways of coping. Every day looks so different for me. Some days i am perfectly fine, other days i cry for hours. Whichever it is, I allow myself to sit with whatever i am feeling. For anyone who may ask, my son passed of Sepsis due to otitis media. (This is what they deemed the cause) i have my separate thoughts that i choose not to share at this time. #grief #childloss #bereavedmother #childdeath #infancyloss #daylincalilturner #momsoftiktok #bereavedparent #blackmomsoftiktok