I miss you everyday. I had to say goodbye to Olivia 4 months ago today and everyday has been a struggle. I've focused a lot lately on just how blessed I've been for the support I've received from others. I live in laughter but find myself hiding in it a lot lately. I don't overlook the privilege I have that when I'm low and need a hug, I'm hugged back by so many of you. I'm recognizing more what it feels like for others to lose a loved one and have this same pain felt... and to not have a community or support structure to help them heal. If this is you, please know that I understand and that you're not alone... and that I'm hugging you back. Maybe I'll laugh tomorrow... but I'll cry today. I love you Sigur.