4/1/23 Tent Glamping at Cape Henlopen 😂 Never have I ever😌 but I might again. I have never paid for a campsite, been so close to other people camping or bought food. I 💙 appreciated the people because I was solo and in a completely different state. I would have loved to pitch a tent in the woods at a National Park, but I was mixing business with weekend leisure. I felt obligated to be safe and accountable for work, ugh 🫤 Cape Henlopen State Park was perfect! Lots of space to roam and people within shouting distance💙 I shared my location with a colleague 🫶🏽 I Invited another one to go camping with me while I was in Colorado, but they made the invitation weird 🥴 It was solely for camping, in real life 😂 Eww. I definitely paid too much for this short lived camping trip 😅 I have since learned to set a better budget going in, not during 😬. I will spend some💰 on others, but will not buy a thing for myself. To the point it can feel overwhelming when I try to buy myself somthing. Even a nice meal. I used to use my girls as an excuse. They are picky and dont like this or that. More often it was me trying to have Mc Donalds 💸 when I seriously did not. But I can cook my ass off 😜 Not knowing what I want to eat at this point is ridiculous🫤 classic Idk response, unaccepatable. Riding solo you can truly spend time with yourself and self reflect💙 It isnt that Idk, I am a foodie and like anything really, not big on fast food. My dilemma is I consider a million variables to make a decision. What time if day is it? Where are we in relation to what I really want? All kinds of stuff. I dont slow my mind down and think of what I truly want and commit to a decision. I am grateful for the grace and space to learn myself late in life. More-so, thankful I didn’t peak in high school or college 😂 I still have a lot of tread on these tires. On this trip I started to recondition my actions towards myself. Love thy self like thy wants to be loved 🥰 Half the battle to being a better person is acknowledging where your weak. Every time I felt guilty about spending money, I reminded myself it was okay to have things I like not just things I need ☺️ This weekend it was especially okay to be a lil impractical 😌 #capehenlopenstatepark #mattsfishcamp @angelaegle