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russ
RUSS
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Otw to soundcheck. Opening for Ed Sheeran tonight in Vegas at allegiant STADIUM 😭😭😭😭
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I’m in the airport lounge bathroom makin sure yall know this version drops at midnight. The committment is real. I let my chicken tortilla soup get cold for this dont let it flop
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how bout y’all?
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Dressing up as some of the different people inside my head
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Never again is a sleeper in the catalogue
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Replying to
@User158907242456756790
same
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This song showcases the ridiculous expectations I’ve had of myself and the pillars of perfection that my identity has been tied to. It represents the time in my life where some things started to go left and it threatened who I thought I was. I purposefully wanted the verses to be me asking questions that seem almost absurd and naive…cuz that’s where I was at the time. I hadn’t done the inner personal work yet to really wrap my head around what I was feeling and more importantly why I was feeling what I was feeling. I say absurd and naive because questions like “who am I if I’m not perfect?” and “who am I if I admit I’m scared?” and “who am I if I’m not God am I really no better than the next man?” have obvious answers - I’m human. But back then (and still sometimes now) being perfect was my standard so I rejected any “flaw” in my system and it caused me to think there was something wrong with me. Mistakes made me feel like a fraud.
Song : Fraud (Feat. Justin Nozuka)
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Writing the second verse on I Love You Boy was equally defeating as it was liberating. I’ve been a perfectionist ever since I can remember so having a conversation with my past self and “calling him out” is kinda the last thing I wanted to do. But I knew it needed to be done but instead of the usual shame and criticism approach, I wanted to give him empathy and compassion. Everyone’s human
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real
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all that glitters is not gold…this is the part of the journey where the character is in a fools paradise…on the surface everything looks beautiful…but deep down there’s turmoil and confusion that are being masked by the shiny symbols of success..easy to feel like “nah I don’t need to work on anything, look at my ____” but the journey must continue
Song : Oasis (feat. Bibi Bourelly)
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The journeys the treasure if i aint movin im losin
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lmao oh hell nah
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fans of the whole catalogue remember this one
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Real ones know this deep cut 🗣️🗣️
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NEVER AGAIN
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