
loveheylola
Loveheylola
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Trash art Maker of gross jewelry/stupid boxes Next restock 5/28/23 4 PM CT
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I feel like these are important conversations to have. My brain was wired in childhood to bellieve that everything about me was wrong and I needed to try harder than anyone to please absolutely everyone in order to be safe. It’s very, very difficult to undo that wiring, but I am trying. And it has been a lifelong battle. My husband has a phobia of needles. One time he asked me why I kept obsessing about little things all of the time and said I just needed to stop. I yelled at him that he just needed to stop being afraid of needles. And now he gets it. You can’t talk me out of my anxiety. I can only try and manage it with the help of professionals. Which I’m doing. No advice please - but we can definitely talk about it. #anxiety #generalizedanxietydisorder #mentalhealth
Lily Bean loves to be ouside, but she has alopecia, so she gets sunburns if we don’t protect her. @GoldPaw reached out to us and offered to send her some sun shirts and they’re so good! They’re super lightweight and she doesn’t mind wearing them at all, so now we can keep her safe for her afternoon naps on the outside couch. Thank you so much Gold Paw! #dogalopecia #dogclothes
Clean-ups are part of my job and people also recycle traditionally unrecylable garbage with me. I’m probably going to find and get a lot of garbage straws. And I throw out far more than I keep. But if I’m being honest, I kind of love this conspiracy theory. That I just buy new stuff and try to convince everyone it’s garbage. 🤷🏻♀️ #trashartist #trashionfashion
In conclusion, this hopefully provides some more insight into why I am attached to calling my work “trash.” This period in my life was hard in so many ways. I was faced with impossible decisions and a lot of people didn’t hesitate to tell me I was worthless. Garbage. Trash. I’m living proof that trash can be beautiful and unexpected and worthy. And I put that into everything that I do. It’s such an honor for me to be able to transform trash, because I feel so strongly that that’s what I did with my own life ❤️ #trashion #trashartist